Sunday, May 18, 2008

After Graduation

Graduation is today at 3:00, and once again, all I can think about is the talent drain that I'm experiencing. I'm happy for the future of those kids, I truly am. But I'm just a selfish pig.

I'm not even going to graduation this year. I just don't have it in me. When the call for volunteers to work came out, I just said, "Fuck it." I've worked the past two years and it is truly a Maslow's Heirarchy of Needs higher-level, self actualization, kind of day.

But I feel like laying low. I've been building a website for our family business instead. Always gotta be dinking around on the web...and dreaming about the future.

And of course, what I think about now is what happens after graduation, when I still got over 150 pages of a yearbook to submit...

It will get done. That is certain. Breathe in, breathe out.

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